Anything Chocolatey. Dancing. Shopping. Make Weird Expressions. Reading. Cute little kittens. And.. U figure the others!
Dislikes!
People who talk lots of shit. Too crowded places. Mental people should go to fremantle! (LOL OK!!) =). No money in our pocket is such a sh*t. =S. ok tata!
I love Sundays! The day for me to laze around and do whatever I want without worrying about the bosses' expectations! But, what I hate about Sunday is that it is the end of the week! tomorrow is Monday - have to see those same faces again. Okay, one new update is I've passed my probation! yay. and now, i've been given more tasks. tasks that need more thinking. OMG! I think I need to revise everything that I've studied in Uni. susah oh susah.. coz I've forgotten most of the things that I've studied before. damn. Ok, I do not want to talk about work. let's talk about.... hmm..
Okay, we were at my Uncle's crib for lunch - then we watched The Orphan - that movie still gets on my nerve. hehe. after that movie, we watched this lame and such a low-quality Indonesian movie named "Ku tunggu jandamu". I don't know why but my Aunty bought that. We watched it together with my parents, aunties and uncles and all, sungguh la aku malu because the movie is so, porn-ish! yes, to me it is more like a cheap porn movie! what has happened to the directors now. and What happened to the indonesian female artists now? Don't they have any dignities? Me, as a female, it is so embarassing. They look so cheap for acting like that. showing off their bras, half of their bodies and so on. and guess what, the movie was too boring I fell asleep (Ok, that won't be such a surprise to some people that I sleep over most movies! hehehe) but this one, I think I just wanna close my eyes and enjoy my dream rather than watching some lame and very capi-capi movie! Oh well..
What else? my sister updated with some stories. and yea, why are there still lots of selfish people in the world? I can't understand. it's not that I'm not selfish sometimes, but this one, it's just unacceptable. An older lady is being very selfish towards the younger ones. what the hell.. But wait, am I not being selfish too towards some people? hahaha. what am i talking about! it's all mixed up. I am mad at selfish people but I am selfish too. So, that means, I am mad at myself. hehe. ok whatever. screw me!
Okay. I sympathise my parents whenever I have to go back to Bandar. I know they feel lonely here without the three of us. oi kamu dua, u better come back! we all miss you both.. If only my workplace is not too far, at least they'll have me in this house to make this house not too quiet. sigh.
Oh, I think i better get going. have to go back to Bandar soon before it gets too late. tata titi tutu.
Wow, it's been a month since I last blogged. Life's been pretty much the same. Nothing new or interesting. Oh, one new thing would be .. I'll be moving in with my Aunty next month. and I'm loving my new room because I'll have my own bathroom! no more sharing =). I'm at work and I'm quite free at the moment. My supervisor is out but I think she'll be back in a bit which means, I have to stop blogging right away! lol.
I was reading through the previous posts that my sister and I had posted - most of them were silly posts and some just made me think of how my life was compared to my life now. I think I complained a lot back then and now, I just can't be bothered to blog because I'm just too content and happy with my life and the people around me til I have no time to blog. Or, is it because I only blog when I feel sad and lonely? well, maybe! like, NOW! hahaha. I'm happy but I'm just bored. ..
Ummm, will continue later. My supervisor will be back soon. tata.
It is still fresh and new to me not having them around. I miss my two clowns - Safwan and Anisah. They're so far away! I miss them terribly. If I think about it too much, I would cry. Raya is coming soon and it's even sadder having no one to laugh with (I know my aunties, uncles and cousins are around).. it's just that, I'm very close to both of them and we talk alot with each other and laugh over nonsensical conversation! and now, they're not around. BORING okay! I miss you both. :'( like, terribly.. especially Anisah, now, I have no one to like binge on food macam orang inda pernah liat makanan :( I miss you.
Anyway, if you're reading this, both of you, study smart and come back with flying colours. I know you both can do it. Just think of how much Bapa and Mama have sacrificed for you both. It's not easy to repay them back but I think by coming back with your 1st class degree will definitely make them both happy and proud.
Damn! I miss you both so much :'(
Aww. Shuuweeet! I miss you loads. like, banyak berabis mcm habuk2 yang inda pandai kana bersihkan for a decade! haha. But seriously dut. Aku sunyi tanpa mu~~~ LOL.
I know how much it hurt you back then and how much it still hurts you now. Forgive me for all the things that I did to you. I know it's hard because I can't even fully forgive myself yet. I don't know how to forgive myself. I am still trying my best to be the best for you. I know the past just can't stop haunting you but I can assure you that the past will disappear soon :). I understand it is hard for you to accept the things that had happened in the past, but, I am very grateful that you're always there for me no matter what. You're there when I'm sad, you're there when I'm happy, you support me in everything and you're there to make me smile all the time. That's what so special about you. I can feel how much you truly love me. Thank you love! Thank you for everything. I hope this special relationship will last forever. I really love you, Isa Putera :)
I am listening to Salman Khan talking on TV! Why is mama watching this?? Anyone has any updated trip-hop/emo songs? I need more of these songs. chillax millax. I'm bored. I miss Isa. :( What have u been up to people? My life's been the same everyday. nothing interesting. Um, there are lots of interesting things to share but I think I'm better off keeping it to myself (and I only share it with certain people, you know who you are!). And oh, please please please tell me why can't I find nice clothes in Brunei? No offence, but most of the clothes are very hongkie. I don't really fancy hongkie's style. I need to shop. I need to travel. Not need, I WANT TO TRAVEL AND SHOP!! I just realised shopping in Brunei is boring. I think I miss Perth (the shopping part!!). Although there are not so many shops there, the styles and fashion are updated and the clothes are nice! Hmm. Ok enough of this. I don't really know what to share. I'm bored.
How I wished the past could be undone. How I wished I was bright enough to realize sooner that the things I did were wrong. But then, what's the point of regretting? Would I get anything and would the past disappear? Well, it would disappear, but unfortunately, it cannot be undone at all. Everything just keeps lingering on my mind and it annoys me. Everyday I keep thinking of ways to forgive myself. It's not that easy. I did lots of mistakes. I feel sad for doing things that I should not have done. I feel a bit blue lately. However, I thank Isa for being there for me all the time. He makes me forget about the things that have been playing on my mind. Damn, I just don't understand myself sometimes. Why did I do such a thing? Why didn't I think of the consequences before I do it? Why did I not think that I'd regret all of these? Oh well.. nevertheless, I think I'm thankful for having all these kinds of experiences because it teaches me and leads me to be a better person. I know it's a lesson for me.
Haih.. Emotional much? Yea! I just feel kinda blue tonight....
I've fallen... I have sunk so low I have messed up Better I should know So don't come round here And tell me I told you so...
Whatever it is, I'll always love you Alliisa Putera :)
It's very early in the morning! I woke up at 8am! Why can't I wake up a bit later? It's a public holiday! OMG. The image practically shows how happy and high I am this morning. I haven't had coffee yet. but then I think I'm more like this....
high sampai aku juling! ;) Damn, actually this image is animated but I don't know why it doesn't show here. Malu kali! Actuarrrry aaa, the butterflies are flying around sampai the owl's eyes go round and round and round~ what the hell?
Why can't the public holiday sampai tomorrow? or till Friday! Ugh, work again tomorrow. BORING. I don't think I'm in a mood to work this week. My friend/colleague resigned already. I'm gonna miss having you sit in front of me girl and talk or call your name just to distract you. Now, I have no one to bitch about your 'sister' with me. Maybe, I should bitch about her with your 'aunty' instead. HAHAH :) Oh well.
I feel fat today, no not really. I wanna head to the gym later but I think I feel lazy. Maybe tomorrow? yea, tomorrow! I ate quite a lot yesterday. Inda pulang.. but ok lah. I had nasi katok at night coz I was starving. I don't really eat rice at night but I had no choice. Isa had bought me one, so what the hell, I was too hungry, makan saja la and it was goooooooooooooooooood ;) Thanks baby! Now, i think I want another Nasi katok Kaka or mama! mcm sama rasanya. Eh becerita wah aku ni. omg, DHL has given me a false hope!! FALSE HOPE!! It wasn't a letter for interview, it was a freakin' rejection letter. HOW COULD YOU!!! I was very disappointed. haha. inda lah. Coz I wasn't looking forward to it, so I didn't get too upset. It was alright. But, I'm still waiting for a better job offer! hello helloooooo..
I love family gatherings. It's so 'mengerat kan silaturrahim' sesama insan! lol. I am quite or should I say a very family-oriented. I love my fams. They are great. So, whenever there's a family gathering, I get so excited coz I get to tease them and laugh with them aunties, uncles and the cousins, especially, the little ones! Besides that, there will be loads of food - whether they are from caterings or home-made food. I love home-made food, especially the ones cooked by my mom. She's my best cook ever! :) Although I'm back in Brunei for good, I still miss eating dinner with my family - masakan mama coz I'm rarely home. I only go home during the weekends! haih. but yea. Ok, back to family gathering - apart from food and the laughters, I just love hearing and seeing the kids playing around and chasing each other, just lazing around watching whatever-is-on-the-tv and then, talk about random things with them. So, yesterday, we had this usual family gathering at my granny's place. Not all of us were there, two of my aunties weren't there. We had cucur pisang, biskut tiger (biskut tiger la jua ku sabut kan.. haha), longan and.. coffee/nescafe! I didn't get to eat the ones that my uncle brought coz he was late!! I was about to go home already. oh well. and.. I think that's about it this week's gathering. Looking forward to this week's or maybe next week's gathering. I loveeeeeeeeeeeeee my family to bits. ;) and, my little cousin Azeem makes it more merrier coz hes sooooo adorable and cute!
I am just so random! However, there are two things that I've been dreaming of getting;
1) Guess watch (But, I couldn't find a good-and-so-fine-looking watch!)
2) Balenciaga bag
isn't it adorable? They have it here in Brunei and I really want it :) Why can't I stop buying things I don't really need? But hey, I need this bag coz I can use it for work and for shopping. can't I? Ummm whatever! but, I really need to get new handbags and new clothes! I'm running out of clothes. :( BAH BYE!!
Name: Alisa / Anisah Home: Kuala Belait, Brunei About Me: We are sisters. forever sisters. We share stories, problems and.. basically any stuff. We love each other that we have to pull each other's hair whenever we're bored. That's about it.
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